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I miss home!!

I miss home. I really do. I have a fren in my school name Foong. She is away from home too. And she miss her family and friends as much as i do miss mine. She told me a lot about her boyfriend and her family. She told me that she regret that she came here. It's not because the studying is tough. It's because it's really tough living alone in a foreign country with a group of foreign people. Everyday, i told myself, i can make it through. I can. I can. But it's just not so simple as said. It feels really terrible waking up every morning at the wrong side of the bed. And knowing that you gotta face a group of people you dont know. The moment i step into the school, i will be looking at the time. Wishing that the time flies. And i can end school quickly. Waiting for the next day to come. It feels silly and miserable in the same time. And the worst thing in life is not getting to meet the people you cared most and you loved most. I used to spend plenty of time talking to baby. Hanging out wit baby. Studying with baby. But here, it's all different. I dont get to see him that often. I dont get to touch him like i used to. I really miss him and home. Besides, the time difference in here and M'sia is cutting down our talking time. I miss home. @@ And i miss money zai. =(

The First Happy Day IN Aussie!!!

I guess yesterday was the happiest day I had in Australia.
In the morning, I woke my big fat baby up.
Hehe.
Actually i didn't intend to wake him up.
i just wanted to look at his big fat piggy face.
Unfortunately, HE WOKE!!!
Of course I am damn happy.
Haha.
After awhile of chatting, he said he was hungry.
And so he went down for breakfast.
But popo didn't cook.
So he ordered McD.
And he wanted to wait for McD downstairs.
So he brought his laptop down.
I skype with him, talk to him.

Popo kept asking him about me.
So he thought maybe it's better that he let popo talk to me.
I chat with popo awhile.
She ask a lot about me.
The wheather in Aussie.
Do i get to sleep well.
Who am i living with.
And many more.

Done talking wit popo.
Baby say he want to go for a game.
Dota again. ==
Around 3 smth.
His mom came down.
And she came to talk to me too.

She webcam me. @@
I look so fugly.
Gosh!!
But it's okay nar.
Mami ask a lot about me.
And she said that i sound like i wana cry.
But i wasn't.
Until she ask if i would like to go back to M'sia.
I told her i want to.
But i can't.
I felt a tingle in my heart.
I didn't want her to be worried.
So i held my tears up. @@

We webcam for almost 6 hours.
When we first webcam, I was in the dining room.
From dining table to living room.
From living room to my room.
And finally baby wanted to go up for a bath.
So we ended the call with mami.

Baby, I was happy that your family care about me.
Thanks a lot.
Now that your mami is helping me to 'gap g' you.
I am more release.
Muahaha.
You dont tink u can try flirting with other gals now.
Mami will make you bald. =.=
Haha.
Mami said that she will make sure she scares off all the 'lalat' chasing over you.
No ppl gonna fight my bi with me.
My BI BELONGS TO ME!!!!
MUAHAHAHAH.. =D

Baby, i told your mami about you coming to Aussie to study with me after 2 years.
Mami said that she is worried that no1 will look after you here.
But I might be getting a house and a car here.
You can always live with me.
And is Mun wants to study with me too.
We all can live together.
I hope you can really think about it before giving excuses to any1.

And I wish, your mami will bring you to Sydney in June.
Muahahaha.
Mami ask you to save more savings first, then she will allow you to visit me.
So work hard ya baby.
Hehe.
Study hard too.
Whether you want to come to Aussie or not,
you still have to study well
And score good grades.
If not, you hardly can get a good U.

Baby, jia you!!
And sorry baby that i 'fat your pi qi'
I didn't mean to.
But i want you to sleep early is for your own good nar.
If you dont wish to blog,
I TRY MY BEST to not FORCE you. ^^

I Love Baby & Family

1st Day of School

As usual, when something new comes up, I will automatically become moody. This morning I was really moody. But no matter what, I have to go to school. It sucks. There were 7 new students including me. 2 was international students. And the rest is local students. I wanted to make some friends to heal the damage in me. So i started talking to this international gal. She is from Vietnam, in year 11 like me. Her name is Phuong. Pronounce as Fong. We waited at the office for almost 2 hours. And wasted our time looking for head subjects to sign our paper for another 2 hours. We have to get our paper signed so that we know which teacher will be teaching us. And got our timetable printed in order to find our classes for every subject. Australia school is different from Malaysian's school. You have to carry your bag all around the world to look for your class. I started studying at 12 something. It's weird studying in a class with a bunch of strangers. Haihz. I had my lunch with the vietnam gal. And we talk a lot. She's actually going through the same thing with me, but worst. She is living with her brother, aunt and uncle here at Australia. And she misses her friends back at Vietnam. She told me this is going to be really tough. Because she hardly can speak in english. She even cant understand what I am trying to say. I do pity her too. She told me she came here because she wanted a better future. And she had to work hard no matter what. I'm impressed. So, i guess the rest of my lunch here at Aussie will be eating with her. She's a nice friend thou. Anyway, i did knew a few other friends too. One of them is Natasha. I knew her because my mom knows her mom. @@ She's friendly. And hyper. @@ That's it for school stuff. Today baby went out. But i wasnt really happy about it. Because YOU DIDN'T EVEN GO OUT WITH MY FAMILY BEFORE LO!!!! I was quite angry. But nevermind la. I told him how i feel. And he kinda understand how i am feeling. So i am sure he wont upset me anymore with it. Waiting for him to come home. I miss him so much. Haven really talk to him today. Baby, i love you. Waiting for you to come home.

Miserable

Every day, at night, I just miss you extra much. I forced myself not to cry. To stay strong. I told myself not to be sad and face the fact that no matter how much i cry, how sad i am, things will never change. But i never knew why, the tears just slide down my face every night. Today is my chinese birthday. And it makes me think of you again. How good if I am at Malaysia. Because i know that we will have plenty of good times together. I really miss you. Tears just wont let me go. They just keep on coming to me. And haunt me. I dont know how long will this haunt me. But i know i had enough of it already. Almost everyday since i reach here, i want to cry, i want to give up. No matter how hopeful was the day, till evening, i will be dead sad. All i can do now is to pray to god. Asking god for help. To seek for his help to get through the tough time. Stop all my tears, give me the strength to go through this. I love you god. I love you always baby!!

Will be attending school tomorrow and i am not really excited about it.
Wishing everything will be fine.

iloveyoulesliechan

Much Better...

Feeling much better right now after having a long theory chat with Mun. We chat about many stuff. And beneath, there's something about baby. There's something i just want you to know. So will be posting our me and her conversation. I have confidence in you baby. And i hope u really could do it too. I love you.
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♡тзиq+ says: (9:31:35 PM)i am thinkin about our relation
♡тзиq+ says: (9:31:47 PM)i somehow dun blif tat me and him cannot last
♡тзиq+ says: (9:31:49 PM)i mean
♡тзиq+ [ says: (9:31:58 PM)look at ze yen and jia jun
Carmen says: (9:32:02 PM)yea
♡тзиq+ [ says: (9:32:12 PM)after years and years
♡тзиq+ [ says: (9:32:22 PM)they're still together
Carmen says: (9:32:22 PM)most ppl doesn;'t last when it coems to long distance relationship
♡тзиq+ says: (9:32:32 PM)but amazingly
♡тзиq+ says: (9:32:36 PM)they suceeded
Carmen says: (9:32:39 PM)most probably because they don believe that ldr will work
Carmen says: (9:32:45 PM)they don believe each other
♡тзиq+ says: (9:32:49 PM)ya true also
♡тзиq+ says: (9:32:56 PM)and i was thiking
♡тзиq+ says: (9:33:00 PM)nth can change us
♡тзиq+ says: (9:33:04 PM)unless he change
♡тзиq+ says: (9:33:05 PM)=(
Carmen says: (9:33:12 PM)to continue a relationship needs a lot of sacrifice, communications
♡тзиq+ says: (9:33:17 PM)yes
Carmen says: (9:33:20 PM)understanding for each other
♡тзиq+ says: (9:33:20 PM)damn lot
Carmen says: (9:34:24 PM)erm
Carmen says: (9:34:29 PM)i wan a smarter guy
♡тзиq+ says: (9:34:34 PM)for wut?
Carmen says: (9:34:35 PM)like i wan a guy
Carmen says: (9:34:39 PM)who likes to study
Carmen says: (9:34:41 PM)not likes la
Carmen says: (9:34:45 PM)i mean at least good in study lar
Carmen says: (9:35:00 PM)and like with a better attitude
♡тзиq+ says: (9:35:36 PM)ur school got nerdy boys who wear few inch thick de specs and button all up wit many books all the time??
♡тзиq+ says: (9:35:39 PM)if u do so
♡тзиq+ says: (9:35:46 PM)please keep his number
♡тзиq+ says: (9:35:56 PM)u might want to marry him in future
Carmen says: (9:36:04 PM)HAHAHA
Carmen says: (9:36:05 PM)CHOI
Carmen says: (9:36:05 PM)Hhahahhaha
Carmen says: (9:36:08 PM)not thatr type lar!
Carmen says: (9:36:10 PM)hahahaha
♡тзиq+ says: (9:37:38 PM)haihz
♡тзиq+ says: (9:37:47 PM)i love leslie
♡тзиq+ says: (9:37:52 PM)i mean he is not very smart
♡тзиq+ says: (9:37:59 PM)but he is willing to work hard
Carmen says: (9:38:04 PM)yup
♡тзиq+ says: (9:38:08 PM)mayb sometimes he damn lazy la
♡тзиq+ says: (9:38:21 PM)but still he is mature enuf to know tat his future is important
♡тзиq+ says: (9:38:32 PM)he knnow he cant be a doctor or profesional
Carmen says: (9:38:39 PM)love means different things to different ppl. so i cant say that 'oh leslie is a very bad guy for u' or somehting liek this
Carmen says: (9:38:42 PM)that's why
♡тзиq+ says: (9:38:42 PM)but he choose the best from k classes'
Carmen says: (9:40:34 PM)it takes two hands to clap and if one person willing to make all the sacrifices to keep a relationship keep going, its not enough
Carmen says: (9:40:35 PM)ahaha
♡тзиq+ says: (9:41:09 PM)yes
♡тзиq+ says: (9:41:12 PM)it's true
♡тзиq+ says: (9:41:20 PM)one hand doesnt claps
♡тзиq+ says: (9:41:25 PM)reli
♡тзиq+ says: (9:41:31 PM)if leslie dun work on with me
♡тзиq+ says: (9:41:38 PM)i dun tink we can last this long
Carmen says: (9:41:42 PM)THERE WILL BE NO POINT
Carmen says: (9:41:44 PM)JAAAHHA
♡тзиq+ says: (9:42:01 PM)for at least i know we both are working hard for one same target
Carmen says: (9:42:09 PM)oh yea
♡тзиq+ says: (9:42:26 PM)to hold on to this love tat we cherished and to work for the future tat we're gonna face



ilovehimlots

I DONT WANT TO STAY HERE!!!

God, please help me out here. I honestly love staying alone. I am so used to sleep alone at night, stay at home alone, watch tv alone, playing comp alone. No1 ever fight using the comp with me. I thought i would love living in a family with many people. But i was wrong. I am happy to have my sis (who doesn't stay with me, doesn't fight using the comp). And for at least, i can visit her when i wished too. Besides, I have my baby and my bestfren with me is more than enough. I really don't want to stay here. I want to go back to Malaysia. I miss Malaysia so much. God, please! I want back my own home. I want back my own life. This is not my life. This isn't my life. I dont want to live in tears every night. I dont want to!! Baby, i miss you so much. I want to go home. Can you please bring me home?? I dont want to stay here!!! When my mom leaves, everything will be worst. I dont want to stay here. Oh god!!!!! I miss home so much. I AM HAVING HOME SICK!!! Life here sucks!!! IT SUCKS!!! I HATE EVERYTHING HERE. I HATE EVERY SINGLE PERSON HERE!! PLEASE!! BRING ME HOME!!!! BRING ME HOME!!!

3rd Day in Sydney!

Today extra moody. Wasnt really in the mood. I am have a bitter face today. Today afternoon went for lunch at a Shanghai restaurant. And honestly, if ever this type of restaurant happens to be in Malaysia, I dont think any1 would walk in. The design and the chairs and table is really impropriate. Compared to Malaysia's Shanghai restaurant and Aussie's I guess the rating is 10:2. People here is vert casual and 'cin cai'. Even the way the dress. You hardly can spot some1 with makeups and nice dressings. I guess people here just open their closets, grab a clothe, put on and out they go. No pretty shoes here. Most people wear slippers. And that's it. Even for the bakery. If it happens to be at Malaysia, within one month, it will closed down. Malaysia's roadside are planted with beautiful flowers and fresh grass. As for here, they dont plant anything, the grass growing so so long. And are all dried up. People here is living a simple life. But i am used to being a Malaysian. Where i do make ups whenever i goes out. I dressed properly and decently. Going in to the beautiful Pavilion with plenty of good foods and many pretty people. I sorry i had to say that I am not liking it here. My mom told me that i was wrong. She said i think like that is all because i did not make any friends yet. Maybe she is right. After knowing friends, i might go out and hang around. And start to socialize. But still, cannot deny that i love Malaysia so much. Not only because of the good life, fun life. It's also because all the people I cared for is in Malaysia. I envy some of my friends (seniors) who stand strong on what they truly want. They are smart, and they choose to stay in Malaysia. And taking parts in events for experience. I want to be like them too. I want to stay in Malaysia and join plenty events for experiences too. But i couldn't. There's no evidence that people studying in overseas can achieve better life in the future. As long you work hard, no matter where you go, you still can achieve better in life. Argh! I hate life for the first time. I am living with a family that i am not familiar with. But for sure one thing, i am not comfortable to stay with them. Too many rules and nagging. It really pissed me off. God, I really need you. Please help me get through this. It's all on you.


Temporary no pictures. Stupid Mac laptop is getting on my nerves. I miss home so much. My 3 laptop back at home. =(

Ilovelesliechan

2nd Day in Syney

Happy Chinese New Year Every1!!

Obviously this year, i am going throught a tough chinese new year. But no matter what, i still have to go through it with a tough heart. Today went to the city since morning and reached home quite late. Went to Aquaria. I didn;t want to go. Come on la, almost every aquaria is the same. They just show you some fishes, jellyfish and some odd sea creatures. Honestly, I am not a big fan of sea creatures. So sorry to those who loves aquatic animals. There's another reason why i didn't really love going there. It's because i dont have him with me. I miss him so much. It's just the second day. When will it turn to July?? I wana go back to M'sia anxiously. After aquaria, we went to watch the fireworks. It's really beautiful. And it reminds me of the last time me and baby went for fireworks. We hugged each other tightly in the middle of the crowd like no body's business. I miss it so much baby. Time really flies. But now the time dont seem to even tick. I want to go home so badly. Baby, i miss you. Besides, the time here is faster than M'sia 3 hours. Which means i will be doing things ahead of baby. Even going to bed. This family which I will be living with sleeps on time. And i just hate it. I am glad that they on their router every night. Even if they dont, it's okay. Because i am currently using the next door ppl's line. @@ It's already 12.31am here. I miss you guys so much. Waiting for baby to up so i could talk to him. I love you baby.

Goodbye My Love

Yesterday night.

Date : 24th January 2009

Time : 10.40pm

Flight no. : MH123

Destination : Sydney

Today is the first day without you. It tortures. Baby, I am sorry that i had to leave. In the middle of the crowd. I want to cry out loud. But i can never. The tears just kept filling my eyes. I want it to stop. Trying so hard to hold my tears. And finally i get to release it out laying on the bed. Hiding myself under the blanket. I dont know how. I really dont know. I dont know how can i live without you so long. Baby. I need you so badly. Promise me you will work hard for studies, work hard for everything in life. And i will be back in no time. I will come back with a heart filled with your love. I promise we will still keep in touch always. We will skype every single day. You will still look at my sleeping face during nights. I promise we will talk to each another every day. Many many hours like how we used too. We will build more love in us. I promise i will tell you everything i knew, i everything i've gone through here. Baby. I love you so so much. I swear I will!!

And thank you so much my friends who sent me to the airport. You guys are really great.

Mun, i didn't get the chance to tell you that i appreciate what you've done all along. Thanks for helping me so much in packing, giving advices and always be there for me.

JiaQ, I am sorry about the secret you wanted to tell me long ago. I honestly didnt mean it. I just cant accept that you are always with them. But still you really are a good fren. I miss you.

Mei, Thanks for the super huge choco. And the lovely letters. And yes, we've knew each other for 9 years d. And it's time for us to face the future now. Dont cry too. Phua Chu Kang's wife must be strong!!

Chen, i love the scrap book a lot. Thanks so much. Every details in it is so amazing. I am happy that you missed the moments we had together, although i raped you b4. Lol.

Yang, take care my lou po. And DONT YOU ALWAYS DOTA WITH MY LOU GONG! Haha. Thanks so much.

MeiS, Although you didnt really came because of me. But I am still glad that you waited. Thanks so much. And dont be shy to admit that you have a bf named Mou Mou. Haha.

Yan(My sis), So sorry that i didnt prepare anything much for you. But i want to let you know that I am happy to have you as my sis. We spent plenty of time together these few years. And you helped me a lot in many things. Study hard okay. Dont drop class because of your frens. Nth is more important than you, my dear princess. Take good care of yourself. And you can always chat with me over the net. I will always keep in touch with you and your family. I love you guys.

Last but not least, to 5Sc1. Thanks for being my classmate for the past 4 years. I might hv brought so many troubles to you guys. And i am so sorry about it. I am so so glad that i have you guys as my classmate. Because you guys care about each another. We're like a big group of family. We challenge each another, we argue with each another, we play, we chat, we joke, we party, we kick some asses in Choral Speaking, we had so so much fun together. Once again THANK YOU!!

iloveyoualwaysmybaby

Last Outing Before Leaving to Aussie..

I had a wonderful day today. But I am feeling so miserable now. I am happy that i spend my day well with my baby and my bestie, kar lame. In the same time, i am feeling so so unhappy that this is the last outing before i leave. Today morning i went to dentist to take off my bracess. And went out with them at around 3. We had lunch. And Kar Lame went with her mom. Baby & me went for movie. After movie baby acccompanied me to buy sports shoe for schoo use. Join up with Kar Lame. After that i had to go for dinner with my parents. I left baby and Kar Lame at Pav. They watched movie. After my dinner i joined them again. And this is when i start to feel so uncomfortable. We went to MOF. And i suppose desert makes us happier. But this time. These deserts made me even feel like crying. The ice cream taste so sweet and yet so bitter. Do you get what i am trying to say? What i meant was the ice cream was delicious. But the timing was the bitter ones. I didn't dare to look straight into his eyes. I am so so afraid. And finally my tears glide down my face and hit the table. He didn't say a word. But to wipe off those tears. Kar Lame was there to tell her Lame jokes so i could smile back. I did. But that didn't last long. I cried again. This time. i saw him looking away. And his eyes were red. Tears seems to fill his eyes. I couldn't talk. And more tears coming this time. Kar Lame hugged me. This made me worst. Because her hugs are too warm. And i am afraid that i'll miss it soo much. I tried my very best to keep those tears in. And i finally stopped. I joked, so he could pay attention to me more than his thought. We were temporary fine. We walked out and headed to MAC. He hugged me so tight while walking. And never let me off. And i knew how much i could cry for this again. My heart sank down to the deep blue ocean. I started to tear again. GOSH!! I dont know what am I doing. I just couldn't get to lay my eyes close. Tears would just slide through and never stop flowing. I am sorry baby. I really am. I wished all of this never happened before so i could live a happy casual live with him. I love you always!!

Wonder-'ful' Milk Cupcakes from Wonder Gal..^^

I guess i should really consider myself as the HAPPIEST GAL on earth. Haha. Well, This morning, around 8am, (I was still sleeping with mom. Basically, if i sleep with my mom all phones must be off. Of course i did not off it.) the phone rang. I wanted to pickup the call. But hang up d. And next, i heard the door bell rang. It's the WONDER GAL with her cute assistant. Haha. Jia Qi & Wei Ping. Haha. My darling is soooo sweet. Cause she bought me WONDERMILK CUPCAKES. I long for these cupcakes years ago. FINALLY!!!!! She actually put a box in the middle of the box. And inside the middle box, there's a candle and a crown. She lit the candle up and held it, standing at my door. Hahaha. So the very first time, YOU ARE SO AMAZING,CHICKEN!!!

And i guess she accidentally burnt the box. Muahaha.

CAN YOU SEE??? WONDERMILK CUPCAKES!!

This is what i meant earlier about the candle and can you spot the crown? Take a closer look at the notes too. Haha. It's stated 'Princess dont just happen, They're made'.. Haha

Side view. Muahaha.

This is the crown!! ^^

AND SHE SMASH THIS ON MY FACE. Dont worry it's still delicious. Haha.

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Let me show you the design on the cupcakes...

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This is i dunno what. Twirling icing?? Haha

Next is, this cloud with a tiny love thingi beside it.

And this is my favourite. Love with polka dots. =D So sweeeeet.

The box is too big. So i arrange it into a smaller box. Lovely.

Taa-daaah!! Nice or not??

Last picture of these cupcakes. ^^

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Anyway, these cupcakes taste not bad. Quite delicious. The icing is not too sweet. Just nice for me. And the decoration on top is the best. Really. So cute and lovely. Haha. Besides, the cakes is normal butter cake i guess. Haha. Not bad! Not bad!! Actually you dont have to worry about the taste. Because the looks is amazing enough for you to fall in love with it. Guys, this is a good trick to pamper you galfrens. And this can be your Valentine's gift too. Dont forget, Valentine's is around the corner.

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Thank you darling for this wonderful cupcakes. I love it soooo much. Still you are the best. Muahaha. Even better than _ _. Fill in the blanks. See if you're smart enough. Haha. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I love you lots. Owrh ya, Thank you Ping too. Love ya too. ^^
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ihearthowchicken

Tour to Leisure Mall..Muahaha

I am a happy gal. Muahaha. As usual, i waited for my beloved to end school. And we headed to Leisure mall. Cause i needed to buy a headset. So that it is easier for me and baby to communicate and chat as long as we want on skype. Hehe. After buying the headset, we went for food hunting. Cause i was hungry. We went to this Vietname Restaurant. Baby was not hungry, cause he ate a lot in school. So we ordered one main dish and one Vietnam Salad.

The decoration is very beautiful. Baby agree to it too.

As usual, my fat pig ate this. I dun really like lo. I didn't eat. I told him not return it to them. But he insisted. So he have to pay. Pay me RM2 ar!!!

This is set lunch. You ordered either one of the dish, you'll get a free drink.

And amazingly, the food is exactly the same with the pictures in the broucher. Most restaurant dont qualify in that. But this Vietnam Restaurant is exceptional.

Look at the colour of this drink and it's the same. Lol. Okay la. Maybe this is not so amazing la. Wait till you have a look at the main dish.

Look at the white thingi which looks like i dunno what. Lol. It's exactly the same with the picture. Haha. Amazing. Haha.

Okay la. I know I am damn lame. This is also because i am influenced by that Phoong Kar Lame. She is damn lame also de lo. HARLO PHOONG KAR LAME, we should keep some distance away or else i will be exactly like you. Hahaha.

I ordered this salad. It's delicious. I dont know you like it or not. But it tastes not bad. =D Only for spicy lovers. It's Vietnam seafood salad.

Two dishes and one appitizer cost us RM40. Exactly 40. =D

Owrh ya, i bought a 'Jiao Jiao Man table lamp'. Damn nice. Will show it in the next post!!

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iloveMYBABY

I had a great day last night! Me & Mun planned on inviting the whole class for a small gathering in her house. We used to have small gatherings every year in her house. Because her restauran provide good food. Last year we had this gathering too. But it was half gathering, half farewell for mun. This year it's also half gathering and half farewell. But it's for me. However, I would like to thanks :

1. Phoong Kar Lame for all her good food and her super lame jokes. @@

2. My fellow friends who attended the gathering.

3. My beloved baby, Leslie for accompanyin me. =D

You guys are really so great and i am soo happy to know all of you. Always keep in touch ppl.

Will be posting more pictures when i get the pictures from any of them. ^^

p/s: Baby, I am sorry. I know you hate this so much. Me either. I never want to leave also. I wish i could stay. I am sorry!! Nothing can keep us apart!! I love you.

ilovelesliechan

I AM BACK!!!

I AM BACK!!!

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Have been so hectic lately.

And have not been blogging.

Went back hometown,

Accompany my mom for business,

Went to sis house to help out,

SHOPPING!!!

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!

WILL BE UPDATING MY BLOG TOMORROW!!! ^^

I CRY

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I AM STILL CRYING!!!

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When will all this end?? I suffered enuff!!!

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This is way tougher than i thought it could be!!

How can I leave without you??

It seems totally impossible!!

I miss Everything

Tomorrow is first day of school. Past few weeks, they have been getting ready. Pack the books, buying new shoes, new uniform, bags and pencil box. As for me, I am getting ready to pack my clothes, my books, my soul and my life into this big luggage, moving to somewhere that I don’t belong to. When I was 12, I used to get very excited on the first day of school. I would wake at 5 or 6. Walking around waiting for the clock to tick to 7. Sharp 7, I will be holding my bag running off to school. Looking for my class, and choosing the seats that I want. Ever since I entered Secondary Life, I never had that feelings anymore. To me, 1st day of school day is nothing. I will sleep till 7 and will be dragging myself to school. Until today, I finally know how much I missed it. I miss how I get excited when the holiday ends and the school starts. I miss hanging around with my friends in school. I miss having lunch with my love. I miss every single part of it. Knowing that I wont be able to attend to SG anymore is something not to be happy about. I envy those who will be going to school tomorrow. I envy them so much. I remembered we used to hang around in the toilet during recess. Waiting for the bell to ring, and walk to his class to peep at him. When can I ever do this again??? NEVER!! I can never peep at how he study anymore. I can never hang around and skip classes which we don't like anymore. I missed school so much. Much more than I had imagined. If ever I have the chance, I wouldn't want to leave school. I wouldn't want to leave my besties. And I wouldn't want to leave you at all.

iamsorrybaby

1st Day of 2009!!

Well..Well..Well.. This outing was not planned earlier too. Baby said that he will be going out with his family so he can't accompany me out. So i thought that i could stay home tonight. In the afternoon, or should i say evening. Lol. Around 5pm, Mun called me. She said that she is in Pav now. Asking if i want to go out with her. I thought it wasn't a bad idea at all. But i am worried if my mother allow me to go out. (because last night 4am only came home) So i didn't think much and invited Mun to come to my house first then we will call Wei Lip(Sei Ah Gong) to come pick us up to Pav. (To what i know, baby will be going Pav later too.) I asked my mom when Mun is in my house (bcoz she wont scold me in front of my fren ma) LOL. And she said okay de. ^^ My mom is the best. Haha. ^^

Waiting for Ah Gong de. So camwhore first lo. So long din camwhore with her de.

And us again. Haha. I purposely wear like her. ^^ I was thinking to take the same bag. But i guess it's odd to be too similar. Haha. So i took my coach bag instead. Lol.

Us again. Haha. She is so blur.

I called baby, told him that I am in Pav wondering if we could meet. So i can pass him his things and just to see him. That's all. Before meeting him, me and Mun camwhore while waiting for Ah Gong. He is in the toilet lo. Hahaha.

*cheesee* Somehow i look so tense. @@

Hello!! It's us the chopstick!!

And we are the bananas. Haha. I love yellow. =D

Finally get to meet with bi. Haha. He is at Shu with his family. His mother suggested that he should come with me. Haha. Aunty, you're so kind. I love you lots. =D

Us again. We will not miss any chance of camwhoring.

Went to Puma to buy baby de school bag then headed to show his mom.

I was holding the camera facing them. And this is how they react. @@

Baby went home d. His mom need to fetch Kelly Aunty home. Didn't spend much time with him. But still I am happy. Haha. Me, Mun & Ah Gong went to buy movie ticket de. I didn't really want to watch. Cause i scared mummy will not happy de. But at last also watch. Haha. Watched 'Dark Floors' ( I think) Haha. We then went to eat before movie de. We so 'hou yi si'. We went in to Madam Kwan. But nth is attractive. So we walked out. Then went to Dain Ti Hill. There's smth which is attractive, but AhGong didn't like. At last, we ended at 'Wong Kok'.

Wong Kok

We 3 drank this. 'Ying Yong Nai Cha'

Me and mun not very hungry. So we ordered snacks only. Waiting for food. Meanwhile play with camera first lo. Haha.

Ah Gong eat dunno what with cheese. Haha. Look at him. He is sooo hungry. Haha. ^^

Me and Mun ate this. *yumm* Hahaha.

Before movie still got lots of time. So went to Tangs lo. And saw this manequin. @@ Look at the finger. So rude la. Haha. On the left side that manequin is soo cool. Hahaha.

After movie also around 11 le. I must go home d. IF not my mom might murder me. Lol.

Last picture with Mun. In Ah Gong's car. Haha.

ILoveBi

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year!!!

The new year is coming; the party is near.

I'm sure looking forward to lots of good cheer.

I'll be all dressed up in my snazziest best,

So I won't disappear in the crowd like the rest.

I rap on the door and it opens to screams;

There are several guys hanging from high ceiling beams.

The guy in the lampshade looks ready to go,

As the girl on his shoulders shouts, "Giddyup Joe!"

I walk right on in to be one of the throng,

And they yell out my name while they bang a brass gong.

We laugh and we frolic, we dance and we sing,

(Is that my grandmother out there on the swing?)

This party is great, and the New Year looks bright.

Well, that's how I dreamed it, while sleeping last night.

I'm thinking about you and wish you were here,

So I'm sending this poem to say Happy New Year!

Outing with my baby again!! Haha. Well, this is not a well planned outing. Or should I say it's not planned at all. It was a last minute outing. In the afternoon, I told my mom that how much I didnt want to go out today. I just wasnt in the mood to go out. The only reason was because... I thought that my baby can't go out. Haha. I dont want to go anywhere without him on the last day of 2008 besides going out with my mom. =D I thought i might follow my mom for a fashion show that night. But i cancelled it last minute. Because.. My baby said that he will be accompanying me for the last day of 2008. =D He even invited Soon Yang too. And my sis join us too. Baby came to find us and we went to sit LRT de.

We stand as if we dont know each other. @@

So I request for another picture. And he was too shy. He didn't even want to look into the camera.

My sis and Soon Yang. They took this picture once they reached Pav. No wonder we lost them. @@

Me, Baby & Yang went to watch movie. We watched 'Diary of the death'. It was okay... Lol. I dont really like this type of movie lo. But my baby loves it de. =D Haha. After movie, my baby said he was hungry. so we went to Sakae Sushi. But no nice food left de. So we went wandering. Walking here and there without any reason. Cause we're waiting to reach 12am. Meanwhile, we camwhore awhile. =D

Me & Bi. At Pav de.

Muaxx him. Last day of 2008. Love him sooo much.

And it's me. =D

It's really very crowded at Pav. So many people lo. 'Ren Shan Ren Hai'. Scared of pickpockets de.

We were walking towards the main entrance of Pavilion to get a clearer picture of what is happening there. I took this picture when he is not noticing. Hehe. And my hands is shaking. @@

We were closed enough. Too many ppl. Dont want to squash in de. The christmas tree is damn nice. And there's a miny clock there. Easy for us to detect the time ma. =D

Since still got time. Want to camwhore more with my baby. =D

Baby captured this picture. Muahaha. He is hugging me le.


Super duper bad camwhore skills la.


Can you see the crowd??? Haha.

Soon to it. Ppl let's do the counting together!!! 10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3..2..1..!!!!

Happy New Year!!

The golden paper is flying all around. During Christmas, they did the same thing too. I was hoping to captured a picture with Bi that time. But when we reached there, it was too late. Lucky that this time we get to. =D




More of it.


Kiss baby!! Happy New Year my beloved.




I think they are jealous that we kissed. So they sprayed us until we became like tat. @@




Haha. Baby got sprayed too. Haha. Snowman Baby. =D

We managed to walk out the crowd and headed to Seven Eleven. They wana get some drinks. Behind that 1 is Yang. Hahaa. Hill Goat. =D

I got nth that i want besides camwhoring for blog. =D

We we're hungry. So we went to Pandan Indah. Near baby's mom pub eat de. Actually want to eat at Steven's Corner de But too many ppl. So we went to 9898.

CAN YOU SEE WHAT MY BABY ORDERED?? HE IS SOOOO FAT!!!

You see!! He is eating chicken wing.

Me & the Hill Goat! Hehe. Yang, i think ur hair too long la. Cause some1 asked me whether if u r a gal or boy. Hahaha.

Finish eating then we headed to Baby's mom pub.

At Leisure Bay, Pandan Indah. ^^

Baby is argueing with Yang. Oppsie.

And Yang is trying to fight back.

And I was lying. Haha. They were busy talking about this rings on my leg. Muahahaha.

It's already 4am. So sleepy & tired.

The end. ^^ Haha. My Baby de mommy sent us home de. =D And that's it. This is how i spend my very last day of 2008. I love you, baby!! & I love you, Mummy!!

ilovehim
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ilovemummy