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I miss home!!

I miss home. I really do. I have a fren in my school name Foong. She is away from home too. And she miss her family and friends as much as i do miss mine. She told me a lot about her boyfriend and her family. She told me that she regret that she came here. It's not because the studying is tough. It's because it's really tough living alone in a foreign country with a group of foreign people. Everyday, i told myself, i can make it through. I can. I can. But it's just not so simple as said. It feels really terrible waking up every morning at the wrong side of the bed. And knowing that you gotta face a group of people you dont know. The moment i step into the school, i will be looking at the time. Wishing that the time flies. And i can end school quickly. Waiting for the next day to come. It feels silly and miserable in the same time. And the worst thing in life is not getting to meet the people you cared most and you loved most. I used to spend plenty of time talking to baby. Hanging out wit baby. Studying with baby. But here, it's all different. I dont get to see him that often. I dont get to touch him like i used to. I really miss him and home. Besides, the time difference in here and M'sia is cutting down our talking time. I miss home. @@ And i miss money zai. =(